i'm new

hello all i am new my name is melanie. I have been into the l word for about 2 yrs and am complely obsessed. I have seen all the seasons and about 4 or 5 ep. of the 5th season. And because of the l word I have a brand new infactuation and that is with jennifer beals....i luva her :P
my fav. character would still have to be alice tho. Leisha is just so damn cute she is my second lil obsession. I am now a uh huh her fan as well!
i have a question though is there a place on the net where i can watch full episodes of the 5th season ? not just bits of eps. but the whole thing? cause i really dont think i can wait for the dvd to come out.
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I'm a drunk

here is an update since I havent done one since 06'. Things haven't really changed i am still mentally troubled. I have kinda realized as of today that I have a drinking problem. well not really realizing today but that fact that it is 3:30 and i am still a lil drunk and my clothes and bedspred are covered in puke and i am broke and once again spending my mothers money to get drunk which she has warned that if i do that again i will get a phisical beat down does not stop me. I just think me life is a bit out of control and has been and i dont know how to stop MYSELF.
I need to watch girl interrupted really bad!!!!
blah blah lbah i guess
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I have not updated in here for months. :( All I mostly do on the net these days is go to mysapce : http://www.myspace.com/emtee9confession
if whoever reads this is on there go ahead and add me !!!
and you can also find me at the get_up_dread_up community.

so i dont know what else to say right now I am tired and some other time i will completly update this bitch but not now :P
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I have been watching this community for a long time.. and I luv it!
I recently dreaded my hair again ( i dreaded my hair before and then brushed them out like after 2 weeks..I was feelin a little self conscious) I just backcombed,waxed and palmrolled. They are just a couple days old and I am trying to stay positive and not lets others comments get to me. I would luv if you guys would tell me what you think ...any advice, any help at all. I have been looking through the memories and goin through old post. One thing that would help a lot is seeing pix of people's dreads when they first started out like the first week or so.. it just helps to see what others looked like..that would help ;) ok anywho here are some pix.
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I confess that in 2005 I...
(X) stayed single the whole year.
( ) got your first kiss
(X) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
(X) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) fell in love
( ) fell in love with a fool
( ) had your heart broken
(X) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) had a good relationship with someone
(X) questioned your sexual orientation (always Questioned);p
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
( ) kissed someone of the same sex
( ) dated someone you'll never forget
(X) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under mistletoe


( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
(X) changed jobs
(X) lost your job
(X) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
(X) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
( ) met one teacher you really like
( ) met one teacher you really hated
( ) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
( ) cut class
( ) skipped school
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
(X) did something you were proud of
(X) discovered a new talent
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
( ) proved yourself an idiot
( ) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(X) were involved in something you'll never forget
( ) got sent to the office


( ) painted a picture
(X) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
( ) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
( ) went to a sleepover
( ) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
(X) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country (Sweden, baby)
(X) visited a foreign state
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
(X) lost something important to you
(X) got a gift you adore
(X) realized something new about yourself
(X) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
(x) dyed your hair
( ) came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died
(x) went to a party
(x) drank alcohol
(X) drank alcohol underage
(X) did drugs
(x) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(X) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
( ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
(X) saw your favorite band/artist live
(x) saw someone famous in person (*cough* "famous")
(X) did something you want to tell everyone
(X) enjoyed this year all over
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brand new

woo HOO I just fixed my lj !!! I got me a new background and colors n shit. Now i am goin to change my user pix. WOO HOO I have no life ;) I am feelin a lot better though I was actrually able to swallow a pill. so I took some meds and some hydro :) can I am goin to go play around with shit some more.
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    mom watching LAW& ORDER .. ding ding